Better in Time
- Leona Lewis

It's been the longest winter without you
I didn't know where to turn to
See somehow I can't forget you
After all that we've been through

Going coming thought I heard a knock
Who's there no one
Thinking that I deserve it
Now I realize that I really didn't know
If you didn't notice you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I will be ok

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

I couldn't turn on the TV
Without something there to remind me
Was it all that easy
To just put aside your feelings

If I'm dreaming don't wanna laugh
Hurt my feelings but that's the path
I'll believe in
And I know time will heal it
If you didn't notice boy you mean everything
Quickly I'm learning to love again
All I know is I’m gonna be ok

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to
It'll all get better in time

Since there's no more you and me
It's time I let you go so I can be free
And live my life how it should be
No matter how hard it is
I'll be fine without you
Yes I will

Thought I couldn't live without you
It's gonna hurt when it heals too
It'll all get better in time
Even though I really love you
I'm gonna smile cause I deserve to (yes I do)
It'll all get better in time

Vienna - Christmas Markets and Concerts!

Vienna's Christmas market

Schonbrunn Palace

Going for a music concert! Graves of Beethoven, Mozart and Schubert

Skiing in Austria!

Spent 3 days skiing in Austria from 26-29 November. REALLY EXCITING!!! I tackled the steepest ski slopes I've ever attempted...feels crazy. Never imagined myself going down such a steeeeep slope. And they call it a beginner's slope! All of us beginners nearly died up there! haha. Still, it was super duper fun. I feel like an accomplished skiier now! :)

A video of me coming down the slope! (I'm too small to be seen at the beginning, but hey I was skiing down at top speed you know! It just seems slow cos I'm so far away...)

SNOWBALL FIGHT!!!

Everything

I'm so in love with this song :)

Feeling Christmasie

We set up a little Christmas tree in our apartment today...beautiful!! :)

Now I'm feeling all festive and Christmasie yea...

My birthday presents! (finally compiled)

It's really heartwarming to receive birthday presents even when I'm miles away from home! :)

Here they are:

1. Postcard from my sweeet sista Ems
2. Winter cap + nicely decorated card from Janelle - my best pal in St Gallen!
3. A lovely and encouraging book from Therie (all the way from Spore!)
4. Hillsong CD from Lawrence

5. A 2nd surprise from my sis: this time a hand-made POP-UP card!

6. Last present to arrive (all the way from the US!): a very very special CD from Sicheng, which I'm listening to almost everyday haha :)

Teardrops on my Guitar (Taylor Swift)

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I needed everything that we should be
I bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's just so funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe get some sleep tonight

Cos he's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see.